Tuesday, January 7, 2014

the Eleven Short Story

Alhamdulillah! finally the day is coming.
setelah sabar dan berjuang gak ada hentinya, berdoa dan merasa belum nemu jawabnya, alhamdulillah tahun ini terjawab sudah. semua omongan negatif yang bikin patah semangat udah bisa dilewatin dengan baik tanpa terpengaruh sedikitpun. janji-janji awal tahun yang biasanya lalai dan diingkarin gitu aja, tahun ini udah bisa ditepatin. it's amazing when I flashback to days when I beg Allah for all of these and today it happens. insyaAllah gak berhenti sampai disini, masih banyak lagi yang mau dicapai dan sedang dikerjakan untuk tahun ini. semoga setelah satu persatu urusan yang krusial selesai saya bisa lebih fokus ke satu hal supaya hasilnya maksimal.
after years since I was in senior high school the 11:11 always appears on my digital watch night and day and I Google it and I foundthat this is an unimportant numbers that has been a topic to talk about for some curious people out there. well, I just want to take its positive side. I open my Qur'an (Koran) and find Surat Hud 11 Verse 11. and bang! it shots me right to my chest.










saya jadi berfikir mungkin hari-hari berat waktu dulu dan bahkan kadang-kadang masih ada sampai saat ini harus dijalanin dengan penuh kesabaran dan tetap melakukan hal positif karna pertama, Allah gak mungkin ngasih cobaan melebihi kemampuan hambanya. dan yang kedua, Allah gak pernah ingkar sama janjinya. maybe I wasn't a good person but trust me there's always seconds to think how to be a better me? not only questioning myself but I'm also doing it right now as good as I can do.

I worry I would stop doing something good when I become perfect that's why I didn't wish to be. I just want to be better. better in anything especially to my Lord Allah SWT.


p.s I decided to make my blog as 100% my personal diary. I'm sorry to all followers (even though there aren't many) if my post didn't useful at all haha feel free to remove me from your feed. ):

gonna catch up with another story of mine. ciao!

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